February 2010
57 posts
Late Birthday Post...
darnelldevera:
Sorry, I forgot to post this… This one’s for my ateh. Happy Late Birthday Karissa :]
We all have people we look up to. An icon, an inspiration. I for one have someone I always look up to. We follow in their footsteps, we listen to their advice when we need it most. Not just a person whose supposed to be a good role model, more than just an icon, a god, but rather than family. We...
January 2010
60 posts
Today was a good birthday.
Thank you, Lord. Thank you, family. Thank you, friends. Thank you, boyfriend.
Oh yeah, and thanks Red Lobster, for my full belly (=
10 Interesting Facts:
On January 28, 1991 I was born dead. Thankfully, 19 years later, I’m very much alive and healthy!
I love eating dessert. More specifically, I LOVE CHOCOLATE.
I look on the Forever 21 website everyday, add stuff to “my cart,” and never buy it. Why? I don’t like paying for shipping.
I wear purfume everyday. UO’s “Unconditional Love” and Calvin...
HIPPPPO BIRTHDAAAY BABYGIRL! loves you and...
reeree-nguyen:
on the other hand besides karissa turning 19! this week sucks nuts i hate mesa, no parking, parking ticket, now i wake up to a pimple from breaking out on my period! and i have to drive all the way down just for an hour of class ]=
Aw, Lilian. Thank you (= And YESYES. Hopefully soon! I want that new Super Mario game for Wii. So much fun. But yeah, I love you!
I just wish I was a white girl who dressed Asian.
chrristinen:
channyyeah:
chrristinen:
kdev:
D:
LOL! The girls on my dance team dress pretty Asian. Like.. idk. I think that’s what it is. Whatever it is, the white girls on my team are like the best dressers I know. Hahaha. No homo tho!
I’m white. I dress asian. HAHA. Wait is what I dress considered asian?!
Yes it is actually, Chantal! NVM .. almost all the girls at Studio 429 dress...
I just wish I was a white girl who dressed Asian.
D:
It's so hard not to cry when you're talking to a...
January 24, 2010 / 2
kaylajaograham:
I realize I write a really long intimate tumblrs, read it over before I post it, and then by the time I get to the end, I delete it. I do this a lot, and I haven’t really figured out why. By the time I read it over maybe I realize how I feel and just…idk. I just erase everything. Or wheb I finish reading, maybe that’s my acceptance and there’s no need to post it anymore. I just...
I'm not complaining.
But getting back into this school business is hard after a 3 to 4-week break. I’ll do fine this semester. It’s the money and finals week that I’m gonna worry about.
14491.) I sometimes wonder, if you think about me,...
(via blogsecret)
All the time.
I say a good day should consist of 3 things:
Family
Close friends
Your significant other
A day like that sounds so perfect to me.
23 January 2010
leywin:
You really shouldn’t say “I love you” unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.
it’s hard to understand why life unfolds the way it does, but it’s best to step back, take some time, accept it when you’re ready, and then continue on strong.
You said you wouldn't forget.
Thank you for understanding and thank you for reminding me why I fell in love with you in the first place <3
There's no talking to you anymore.
You’re just too different, too negative, too into yourself and the way you feel. It’s NEVER me anymore. That’s why I’m done.
I know you’re reading this, I’d advise you to read the other one too.
Birthday Wishlist:
Rita Sleeveless Dress in Charcoal/Heather (via F21)
Wingtip Maryjane Flats in Black (via Charlotte Russe) *Giftcards to these two stores would be fine also (=
Cupcakes from Cupcakes Squared— Lilikoi, Mocha^2, Smores, Strawberry Cream, Maple Pecan, or Cheesecake flavor
Bundt cake from Nothing Bundt Cakes— Red Velvet
A night or day out with my friends
Dinner with the family
...
I'm so tired.
I thought that after the break things would go smoothly for a while. I was wrong. Happiness only lasted a couple hours until we started arguing about the next thing and I started crying about the next. I’m so tired.
I just want to be happy. What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I make you happy for more than 2 days? I talk to you in a matter that you want to be talked to, even though...
You have NO damn right to talk to me like that.
I just realized that I'm really insecure.
It might be because I think too much. I may be that I pay attention to too much detail. But I’m insecure.. when it comes to family, my boyfriend, and mostly friends (even the bestfriends, sometimes). I despise my insecurity yet I really can’t help it. I need reassurement. Please please please.
Goals: Reblogged from November 22, 2009
Make a scrapbook of all my highschool memories so I can make room under my bed
Make more closet space by getting rid of old clothes (to buy more new clothes, hehehe)
Replace my closet doors with black curtains in order to fill the gap from my missing closet door
Get a toner stomach by next summer Spring Break 2010, which means I should stop being lazy and run like I said I would diet,...
After you left
My mind’s so jumbled that I can only think about everything that’s running through my mind and I’m trying to be the bigger person.
Why do I always have to sacrifice my feelings to make you happy?
Why is it that you had to get mad at ME for crying? Why aren’t I allowed to cry? Why did you have to ask, “Why did you have to cry?” You should know the answer to...
Yesterday..
Was the first day in months that I have actually felt complete, where I felt like everything was going back into place. I truely and honestly thank everyone who made my day yesterday, friends that have stuck by me and friends who have willingly showed interest in making sure everything was on good terms.
Yesterday was also the first day I talked to and saw the love of my life since our break and...
For the record
I never accused any of you who have directly said something to me. Truth is, I don’t hate anyone, even the person who has sent me the negative Formsprings. I’ve been willing, for a very long time now, to let every situation go because I believe I’m “over” the whole conflict. But thank you, thank you, thank you to those who have talked to me and given me the chance to...
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formspring.me
Do you think that that person is fat? Nvm, don’t answer that, I already know so. Is it hard for you to deal with such immaturity? You’re very mature about all of this.
It is a little hard, but I think I just learned to not let anything get in the way of what matters. Obviously, the person saying these things is someone that I don’t regularly talk to or not...
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formspring.me
To the previous question, why DO people hate you? (btw, I think the person that asked that question is probably ugly and hates you the most, probably the source of why people hate you).
I do have a feeling I know who the person is, but I’m definitely not going to confront. It doesn’t bother me enough. I guess the problem is people are easily persuaded and influenced...
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formspring.me
do you know how many people fucking hate you ? if you do know why people hate you why do you think they do ? slut ? whore ? bitch ? or are you just fucking ugly you slut
I do, but I really don’t let that get in the way of my happiness. I’ve dwelled on things like that for too long and I have other things to focus on besides that. It’s...
14236.) I put a smile on my face and pretend Im ok...
(via blogsecret)
Dear Friday, please come sooner.
I WILL FOLLOW THROUGH.
Even if it means I have to bite my tongue and cry my eyes out.
Day #1: Empty
I knew that thinking about you was going to make me sad, but I had no idea that the second something reminded me of you, a tear would form.
Yes, it was my decision to take a break from our quarreling yet beautiful 16-month relationship. Even though I have wonderful friends who will show me a good time, I feel useless and alone without you. If I feel this way, I can’t imagine how you feel. I...
Everything is harder when you're alone.
yougottalivetoparty:
But don’t let that keep you down.
To the love of my life:
You are without a doubt the greatest boyfriend I’ve ever had and I want you to always know that I love you so much.
I think we can both agree that what happened today was stupid and obviously blown out of proportion. As for the result of this, I just want you to understand why things turned out the way they did. There’s a fine line between a break and a break-up. This is definitely...
So I've been trying some new sushi places.
In my opinion—
Based on taste:
Niban Japanese Restaurant (Kearny Mesa) I think they have the BEST crunchy roll AND it’s pretty cheap there.
Umai Sushi & Noodles (San Marcos) Really good “Amazing” roll. It really is amazing, so are the prices. Everything in gray is 50% off all the time. They’re crunchy roll is $5.50 btw.
Sushi Nori (Escondido) Good tasting...
So much in love with my boyfriend.
That’s all. Haha (=
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Things To Do (Or have already done) With My...
For this week in Otay—
Go to Niban
Get cupcakes at Cupcakes Squared
Make “Christmas Crunch” (via Bakerella)
Go shopping
BROWNIES! HAHAHAHA
Go to Chili’s for a white chocolate molten cake
Watch Harry Potter 6
Eat Vietnamese sandwiches
Buy my Charlotte Russe shoes
Visit Sean
Ect.
Reblog if you talk to yourself.
yougottalivetoparty:
hellyeahitsjonas:
savannahsaysss:
thathippiekid:
-makemepunk:
allisonwonderlandd:
thatlittlewhore:
whatisnessa:
tavieidhitit:
(via cmau5)
All the fucking time.
